My life as a punching bag where words are throwing the punches

Words... yes words.  They can make or break you.  Words of wisdom, words of kindness, words of encouragement, words of love.  Those are the words that we all want to hear.  Words of the Bible,
now those are the words that reach through the thickness of your heart and allow love from God fill you heart and soul.

Words from human beings are the ones that cut through you like a knife.  It only takes one word from someone that can really knock you to your knees. It is not only adults that deliver these punching words but children do to.  As a mother, my child can throw some pretty good words sometimes, but the ones that hurt me the most comes from the other adult in my house.

It seems that these words are always used when things are not going their way, or when they get mad about something.  I am always the punching bag that catches these words.  Words of hate, words that hurt, words of make no since, words of it is all your fault, words of you doing wrong, words of why don't you do this, words of if.  Words that hurt you, words that makes you hate, words that make you wish you were all alone.  Words of stress, words of depression, words of need. 

Words... yes words.
Words of the Bible is where I put my trust.  Trust in God with all your heart, because their is no
words that mankind can offer that will comfort you as those of words of our Almighty YHWH.

My words to you,

I wish you many smiles and blessings today and everyday

Tracy

LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES....

LIFE is like a box of chocolates.... some days is filled with sweetness and others days you fill like a chocolate that has melted.

These days, I feel like the melted one.  It has been like that now for weeks.  I just can't get it together and feel depressed over situations that I cannot get a handle on.  I hope soon that I am back to the sweetness of life, because it is really is starting to affect my well being.  I am tired of melting.

Have a blessed day to who every reads this.

Tracy

I wish my Nannie was here......

Oh how I wish my grandmother was here on earth.  I know she is having a time in heaven but I really need her now.  My Nannie, would listen to my problems, give me hugs, share life experiences, show me to love God and would help me anyway she could.  I really really miss her when I need someone to talk to about lifes problems.  She would help me when I need to restock my pantry before paydays.  I am so desperately in need of a car and I know if my Nannie she would help me get the one that I have found.  I need a co-signer in order to get it and she would do it for me.  I don't have anyone else.  When my grandmother died, I lost a part of me.  My grandmother's will left me and my sisters out of it because other relatives had it fixed so it was their gain.  There were items that I so cherished that belonged to my Nannie, but I did not get any of it.  She had Christmas ornaments that I loved, she had her cookbooks that I did not even get one of,  I did get a bible that was hers and I cherish it.  It is like she has left little notes in it to help me along.  So Nannie, while you are up there running on the streets of gold, would you please stop by and visit with Jesus and God  and ask them to send me a debt free vehicle and a pantry full of groceries.  Nannie you would not believe how much Jamison has grown and how much he eats.  Tell Mamaw and Papaw Shaw hello for me and Mamaw Ingram too.  Give Pop a hug and tell JerJer and Papaw James that Jamie really misses them

Love
Tracy

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Blessings

Tracy

how time flys from k to 5th grade

We have twins... Andy and April surprises us

Betty our ewe surprised us on April 1, 2015 with twins.  Andy and April are growing fast and moves with lots of speed.  It was no April Fool's joke for us but Blessings to our farm.

The farmgirl is in need of a truck.....

Yes... I need a truck.  If only I could afford one right now.  We only have a small car and with the farm we need a truck.  I would like to have a four door one so that SweetPea can get in and out.  We also need it to haul stuff in to and fro from our other farm. 

I just ask anyone that reads my blog to lift this up in prayer that we will soon see a way to get a truck any truck used or new.

Many smiles and blessings,

Tracy